Stefanie, how do you do it!?!

Once again, this blog post is squarely the fault of Stef, who challenged me (amongst others) to write 10 honest things about myself on the blog and then challenge other bloggers. Sadly, I don't know many other bloggers - particularly who weren't already challenged by Stef - so that part is gone. What follows are 10 honest things about me - but I warn you...they are uncharacteristically honest - don't read ahead if you don't want to know what sort of messed up psyche exists up here in this head of mine...(that just makes you want to read it more doesn't it!).

Here goes:

1 - I HONESTLY think I'm delightful - seriously, how messed up is that?

2 - I keep people at a distance, mostly because I haven't decided where my life will take me, and I need to be able to leave at any given moment - as a result, I start relationships with the end already in mind. I enjoy them immensely, don't get me wrong, and I love the people I surround myself with...but I keep myself distant enough that when I leave, which I inevitably do, it won't upset the balance too much.

3 - as a result of 2, I tend to make better friends with couples rather than individuals - that way, of the 3 of us, I'm the least important, and therefore easiest to lose.

4 - I'm aware of how stupid 2 and 3 are, yet find myself doing it over and over again, regardless. It's how I feel comfortable...Pretty sick, huh?

5 - I generally have the same eating habits I had when I was 6 years old, and have to force myself to eat like a grown up.

6 - I have an ongoing battle in my head because I honestly believe two things - that I'm smart, and that I'm unqualified. Those two opposing beliefs cause for some interesting emotions.

7 - Related: I don't share emotions - at least, not unhappy ones.

8 - I enjoy the theatre - deal with it.

9 - More than anything, I am instantly attracted to laughter.

10 - I have recently found my dream job, and it is such a relief to feel that way (now if only I were qualified...; )


That's that! I'll be checking all your blogs soon...however, it just occured to me that only a couple of people even know I'm writing on mine again...excellent...
BRETT